I waited for goodbye, I waited for it like you wait for nighttime to come and steal away the daylight, I thought it wouldn’t hurt.
Then it did.
It was a pneumonic hurt, that lived in my lungs and hid my breathing under sobbing and loud lyrics. It was a hurt that began in my toes and shattered three ribs to get to breaking my heart. It was a hurt that screamed in my ears:
Pretty boys break hearts
I carved it in my leg- just so I wouldn't forget!